Vegas is not the medicine

Vegas...Sincity, Bachelor, alone, Credit Cards loaded....what else you need!!! Still I am missing something..I am busy exploring the new places but I don't want to explore this emptiness in my heart...Why I am feeling so lonely..why not feeling happy..why I am not being able to stop my thinkings again and again...why piggy always comes to comparison...why I am feeling this nice dream vacation as a never ending roller coaster.

Holy hell...please give me some peace of mind..which I have lost a long back.