Drag me to Hell

I don't wanna live anymore. Blog, You are the one whom I can say my feelings. I tried to be happy all day doing various things, keeping myself busy, searching interesting things...but I am not. Damn it, whatever I try, how much I show to others, do what so ever..I can fool the people around me but not myself. I am not happy..u understand. For the last few months I lost sleep, I used to dream weired things...even I cant feel myself. Sometimes I feel like why I am living..ain't I losing everything, playing a losing battle...Please forgive me..I cant stop ...you...

Drag me to hell...I dont wanna live...